Thread: Why we juice....the hidden reasons

I entered this new lifestyle after I was diagnosed with low T. I have always been blessed (and cursed) with a vey high metabolism. As a youth, I could not gain weight no matter how hard I tried. To give an example of this, one day I came home from work and my 16 year old daughter was walking around in a new pair of jeans. Something odd about them...could not immediately put my finger on it. Then I saw it - the front pockets were square, as if the back pockets were also on the front...she was wearing my Navy Dungarees!! I was 26 when I last wore those and they perfectly fit my 16 year old daughter! Yeah, I had a 26 inch waist and the body of a computer geek.

So fast forward to a few years ago, I turned 43 (I think) and found I had all the same symptoms as listed on the low T commercial, got tested, went through hell with treatment, and finally found myself pinning test. Due to the horrifying pain the next day after my first shot, I found myself on a Body Building / Steroids /TRT forum where I learned a LOT more about TRT than my doctor even knows. This lead me to learn about the other steroids, cycles, etc. I always thought of myself as in shape, and compared to my grossly obese friends and neighbors I was. But I was 190 pounds and 28% body fat...which is not good.

Now that TRT gave me my life back, I realized I only had about half of it left! I decided that I should be the best me I can be and that a safe and respectful use of steroids can help in that goal. I grabbed a personal trainer / nutritionist who put me on a cut from Hell and taught me how to eat and exercise properly. Only after I got under 15% body fat did he even recommend a Test blast and the start of my first bulking cycle. I am never going back to the old me.

Once you switch over for some time, you realize that you won't be the same if you try to go back.. so you go forward and enjoy the ride..

I discovered recently that I had started steroids for the wrong reason in the first place.. When I was younger in middle school I always was shy of girls.. I watched all my friends get the girls I wanted, I wasn't jealous but envious.. I was just too shy, iv always considered myself very attractive.. But shy. Well late in highschool an extremely attractive (at the time).. Finally liked me for being shy. I was a trouble maker and kept my feelings boiled up but was too shy to talk about feelings. This is when I begame to train. Hard.. Went from 220 30% bf to 160 8%.. In 6 months, that fuckin feeling guys, your walking down the beach with your attractice girl yet you can tell every girl is checking you out.. Well eventually the Gf left me. I felt down again let myself go, so I said fuck it I am hoppin on gear. So I did... Blew the fuck up (good genetic ,good diet) was 400mg test 50mg Winny cycle... Boom I had attractive girls want me. Didnt matter that I was shy.. So I felt great again. Then couple cycles later I meet this girl and train with her. we were extremely attracted toeach other and after a few days one thing led to another.. And months later I got on one knee for her, because I realized shes the first girl I wasn't shy with. I always wanted a woman with abs, and big thick booty.. My girl is a figure competitor.. She is so feminine and pretty an innocent looking with an amazing aesthetic look. Everything I wanted... So began using more and more .. Then I realized time to do it for a new reason.. Bodybuilding and competing .. That's how the love for steroids came about for me!!

I'm a bouncer and I do what I have to, so I can keep patrons safe and go home in one piece at the end of the night.

And I'm old lol.