Thread: Testosterones' association with behavior

There is a lot of medical science focused on how we behave because of our hormones or lack of hormones even. I encourage everyone to read up on it because it can help us understand what we are doing here when we kinda get lost or forget.


Its been a while now that I have been using exogenous test for TRT or a blast but I can still remember what it was like when I had miserably low levels of test in my system. I didn't feel good and I didn't look good.
The physical part is highly noticeable right off the bat. Better physique with some abs showing and stronger. Also and increase in energy and libido like you were 10 yrs younger. These are all great features and what we are looking for.


But how testosterone has made me behave is even more intriguing . With low test I was experiencing things I didn't actually recognize at the time. But once I did my first blast I had crystal clear hind sight to all the mental issues I had. I was not as confident and would get anxiety because of it. I was not so aggressive. I had less desire to do things. Any big challenge was too much like work to even want to do it. I was just a blah kind of guy.


Running a cycle with a decent dose of test certainly does make you feel better. But after a while you get used to this new set point and you can forget the way it used to be. Every once in a while I do find myself stepping up and just getting in the zone , taking charge, and being as about alpha as one can be. Afterward I take a step back and I am blown away , was that me just doing that??


Overall between a better physique and more energy the mental clarity and healthy assertiveness and hell yeah, some well managed aggression from time to time has made modern living actually fun for me! The world is my playground and living life feels like I'm on a natural high all the time.


How do you guys relate to what I am talking about??

Originally Posted by bulk_cut

It sound just like me before I found out I had ADHD and started taking ********. I went through the same type of changes.

AH, A friend of mine uses ******** , his life was falling apart, and once he got his ADHD figured out he is killing it! I think they prescribe it a little to quick for people that dont need it though. But like in my friends case it saved him!

There's so much to say here. I was in a car accident at 18. It was a severe accident. And I suffered some major head trauma. But being what the medical field is there was no treatment. Nor any follow up. Knowing what I know now if I was a Dr. I'd be doing lots of ongoing tests. Hormones. Cognitive ability. Mental health. So I slowly spiraled down from that point. About 10 years went by and I was drinking a lot. I had no motivation. My daughter was born. I just had no direction. Then one day I was riding my dirt bike. I had a major crash. Broke some bones. And again major head injury. At this point I had to figure out something. I had broken my collarbone. Then re-broke it 3 months later. So I had an epiphany of sorts. I realized I just haven't been the same since my accident. I started watching the Joe Rogan podcast Powerful JRE. Came across a few episodes where he had psychologists, endocrinologist, scientists, philosophers and comedians. Through these people I started researching and finding answers. I realized I had some head injuries that were that were the cause of this downward spiral towards depression and lack of motivation. I learned that my hormone were all but shut down. I learned that TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury) is a major problem in people like me. Ex football athletes, boxers, soccer players etc. This thing happens where a head injury literally separates the connection in your brain that tells the testes to produce testosterone. And for life long athletes this is like taking their batteries out. So then I got my results and I was at 153. Normal is 300 to 1100. I was at 153! So I got treated. Or I should say I took getting treatment into my own hands. And I'll never forget my 1st cycle. I was actually healing from my collarbone break at the same time. I healed better than before. I was back in the gym. My cognitive abilities came back. The kind of woman I was attracted to changed. Even my marriage ended. But it was because I was no longer willing to sit there and take it. I now knew my worth. I now saw my path. My skill in my trade improved. I was a master in my trade in half the time most guys take. So testosterone for me is vital. Like someone who is diabetic. My body, brain and health rely on having my hormones be on point. Wether I'm cruising or blasting. Even my short term memory goes to shit without supplementing. I'll start forgetting things all the time. Anyway. There's so much more to this. But the research is out there. Testosterone is not just a male sex hormone. Which is what usually comes up if you Google the word. Along with a bunch of ads. It's vital to brain function. Release of serotonin. Digestion. So many things. And now I have found BOP. And I'm greatful. Cuz this place is a gold mine. Not just cuz of sources. But information. With this site and some of your own research you can basically be your own Dr. Relatively speaking of course.

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Originally Posted by turbolnd

There's so much to say here. I was in a car accident at 18. It was a severe accident. And I suffered some major head trauma. But being what the medical field is there was no treatment. Nor any follow up. Knowing what I know now if I was a Dr. I'd be doing lots of ongoing tests. Hormones. Cognitive ability. Mental health. So I slowly spiraled down from that point. About 10 years went by and I was drinking a lot. I had no motivation. My daughter was born. I just had no direction. Then one day I was riding my dirt bike. I had a major crash. Broke some bones. And again major head injury. At this point I had to figure out something. I had broken my collarbone. Then re-broke it 3 months later. So I had an epiphany of sorts. I realized I just haven't been the same since my accident. I started watching the Joe Rogan podcast Powerful JRE. Came across a few episodes where he had psychologists, endocrinologist, scientists, philosophers and comedians. Through these people I started researching and finding answers. I realized I had some head injuries that were that were the cause of this downward spiral towards depression and lack of motivation. I learned that my hormone were all but shut down. I learned that TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury) is a major problem in people like me. Ex football athletes, boxers, soccer players etc. This thing happens where a head injury literally separates the connection in your brain that tells the testes to produce testosterone. And for life long athletes this is like taking their batteries out. So then I got my results and I was at 153. Normal is 300 to 1100. I was at 153! So I got treated. Or I should say I took getting treatment into my own hands. And I'll never forget my 1st cycle. I was actually healing from my collarbone break at the same time. I healed better than before. I was back in the gym. My cognitive abilities came back. The kind of woman I was attracted to changed. Even my marriage ended. But it was because I was no longer willing to sit there and take it. I now knew my worth. I now saw my path. My skill in my trade improved. I was a master in my trade in half the time most guys take. So testosterone for me is vital. Like someone who is diabetic. My body, brain and health rely on having my hormones be on point. Wether I'm cruising or blasting. Even my short term memory goes to shit without supplementing. I'll start forgetting things all the time. Anyway. There's so much more to this. But the research is out there. Testosterone is not just a male sex hormone. Which is what usually comes up if you Google the word. Along with a bunch of ads. It's vital to brain function. Release of serotonin. Digestion. So many things. And now I have found BOP. And I'm greatful. Cuz this place is a gold mine. Not just cuz of sources. But information. With this site and some of your own research you can basically be your own Dr. Relatively speaking of course.

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Wow you went through alot! Thanks for sharing that story

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On 380 test I would barely even make eye contact with people. On TRT dose and cycle, I'm an alpha dog.

ALso after crashing my estrogen, I just feel like I want to die.

Ya know what your not an asshole when u don't take shit. But what happens is other people who try to give you shit think your an asshole.
I think that's why people are too nice sometimes...they don't want to be perceived as an asshole. So when your test levels go up and u feel confident in yourself you don't care what others think of you as long as your in the right and sticking up for yourself.
Good point! Thanks

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Very interesting reading!
I think testosterone like all the hormones play a major role in people mind, I bet no person on earth wouldnt mind some extra test in their system lmao
I would like to share my experience with trenbolone though, to me it made me realize many things about life, about myself and the people around me plus I could smell things up like dogs do, feel overwhelmed by the full moon, made me stop having an unhealthy lifestyle and pursue my dreams because I got rid of all the people around me that were a negative influence.

Taking exogenous test can help you sleep better and help with anxiety.... works for me!