Thread: Tren and some muscle loss???

Originally Posted by Vision

its all about learning the curves man, and right when you get a keen indication about your sensitivities, blammo it all changes because time went by and you aged a bit.. Sensitivities change AGAIN and AGAIN.. grrrr..
I could never look at what I used to eat in my 30's, now I;m in my early 40's and it's like starting all over again.. But the beautiful thing is, the journey is amazing and the ride constantly provides us with unique experiences one after an other..

Its like a never ending battle with yourself to perfect the imperfectable

Originally Posted by Vision

The never ending battle.. we are our very own biggest critics. But that's the beauty of it all, because no matter how hard we are on our very own selves, it sets the momentum that creates the substance for determination and motivation. Self-propelled and self-driven, I think that's some pretty badass s*** if you ask me!

Them: why do you go to the gym and break yourself down like that?
Me: I break myself down "like that" so I can build myself into a better version!

Im one of those people try so hard and being I was always skinny little guy. No matter how hard I try I see the same skinny little guy. My wife says youre just fishing for compliments and she has no idea I really dont feel like im big at all. I know Ive grown hut I just feel like im small.

Thinking you aren’t big is important, as long as it doesn’t turn into psychosis. You will always be improving if you keep at it. It’s the guy that think they are super buff that crack me up. I discovered this phenomenon early into my BB when guys would stand there talking about being too massive or having great calves, etc. The whole time they are talking to me I think that they’re taking the piss. Imagine a guy with chopsticks telling you his legs are getting close to Tom Platz. No shit. I’ve have seen and heard it.

I look like nothing in a shirt and when I am washing dishes I look down at my little stick arms and wonder why I am shrinking. My wife has grown accustomed to my size/shape so she doesn’t say anything. It’s only if I go shopping in a tank top do I notice people awkwardly staring. Especially the Mexican dudes.

Originally Posted by Enigma

Thinking you aren’t big is important, as long as it doesn’t turn into psychosis. You will always be improving if you keep at it. It’s the guy that think they are super buff that crack me up. I discovered this phenomenon early into my BB when guys would stand there talking about being too massive or having great calves, etc. The whole time they are talking to me I think that they’re taking the piss. Imagine a guy with chopsticks telling you his legs are getting close to Tom Platz. No shit. I’ve have seen and heard it.

I look like nothing in a shirt and when I am washing dishes I look down at my little stick arms and wonder why I am shrinking. My wife has grown accustomed to my size/shape so she doesn’t say anything. It’s only if I go shopping in a tank top do I notice people awkwardly staring. Especially the Mexican dudes.

Lol that reminds me what's been happening a lot more. Random strangers walking up to me with weird weight lifting questions. Like you're asking me advice bro. I don't do anything really just lift and eat that's all you have to do. I mean i been natty most of my lifting years just about last lil over a year I started peds.

Originally Posted by Enigma

I tell people that I just take steroids and don’t have to lift, I can eat shit and booze it up all I want. They look at me puzzled and then see me drinking Topo Chico, eating plain chicken breast or fish and a spoonful of rice. It’s actually kinda funny watching them watching me, looking confused as hell.
This all goes down at local outdoor bars with drunks everywhere.
It pretty boring here. Need to make my own entertainment.

That's funny. I was taking kids out to movie and had bunch candy, sodas just junk food. Guy was like bro what do you eat to get big. I was like normal shit. I was in a hurry he was like that what you eat? Im like yep. 5boxes sour patch kids and sodas get you swoll. He looked at me like you serious? Lol. People act like they never seen a asian dude with a little muscle before lol

Originally Posted by Bullcrew

This right here.....
i am ok with me I see skinny ass arms and chest even if I get a pump I’m still that guy....when I was doing ocr sports and strength competitions I didn’t care I was skinnier everyone overlooked me and I kicked there ass and in fighting too. I was happy because all I focused on was performance and if I hated it I found harder ways to make me hate it and overcome it to make me stronger.... since bulking I look at me for that 6’e skinny dude in the mirror. Same here I get comments on training, hit on, lude comments by woman when we run past my wife hears the sexual comments.... doesn’t phase me I’m still that skinny guy I see in the mirror....

so so if anyone has some insight let me know, I am extremely competitive with me.....

btw I am glad and not glad I am not the only one stricend by that visual Hangup...glad I’m not alone but also not glad someone else has that hangup

Bro if that's your pic you look great man. I wish cutting for me was easy i started lifting late wish i wouldve started when i was teens early 20s