Originally Posted by
IRISHOAK
Ive had some very undiscussable dreams as well, those seemed to clam down but then, the waking thoughts started happenening. For the last 10 days or so, it happens everyday. Either the same things or new things and its almost impossible to stop dwelling on them because its the tren affecting my central nervous system. Of I was 18 without a care in the world and single, I could probably handle this shxt better. Im 44 and I have a lifetime of fxxked up experiences for this shxt to tap into. Anyway, my last shot was last wed, Im still having some thoughts but they arent as intense and Ive been talking all of them through with the Mrs.. She's been great about it, shes been very understanding and sympathetic. She is mature enough to not take it personally, as many women probably would. Communication is key, in relationships, between your brain and body, and in this brotherhood of ours! Its nice to have friends who can relate to gear-head problems! Lmao. Thanks guys!