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See we are not to far off from one another with the effects.. especially family guys or one at least with a long standing partner. Who knows if I was single and I was having thoughts of my gf sucking someone else’s dick I might have rolled with it and ran a gang on her with a buddy. Or better yet had my buddy bring his girl over and whamo.. orgy see sick thought are popping in my head and I been off the train for months... we are all sick fucks and need therapy. But the. I would be in with my therapist answering questions all the time while i was things I about banging her every wwhich way I could.. see I am sick.
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I also like parabolan , the sides are none to little. My last run was for 12 weeks and or worked great @ 225mg per week. Just like you it crept up on me. Starting feeling lethargic and all the nasty sides of Tren. Its a love hate relationship with all forms of Tren. I can't wait to get back on it.. Going to give me a good 20 week break. .
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5forty
I agree...good call as well. I just lasted 6 weeks on tren ace. I like nice long runs...usually 12-16 weeks. I started at 210/week and worked up to 420. Getting winded was probably my biggest annoyance. My wife and I are still like teenagers and we find the time to spend 2 or 3 hours together several times a week. Getting winded like that really sucked, but we made it work. The fucked up jealous thoughts were slowly creeping in, but I knew it was the tren and it felt almost like playing chicken for a little. Then I had a totally fucked up dream about my oldest son and I threw in the towel. I realized that it was getting the best of me despite what I thought were my best efforts to keep things under control. I considered just dropping the dose down, but decided I couldn't take the risk of things getting any worse for my wife's sake. She deserves better than that, so I'm done again for now. It's been 2 weeks, and I'm still feeling slightly off, but much much better. Also, I just traded that tren dose for NPP and dbol, and that was like an instant improvement.
Ive had some very undiscussable dreams as well, those seemed to clam down but then, the waking thoughts started happenening. For the last 10 days or so, it happens everyday. Either the same things or new things and its almost impossible to stop dwelling on them because its the tren affecting my central nervous system. Of I was 18 without a care in the world and single, I could probably handle this shxt better. Im 44 and I have a lifetime of fxxked up experiences for this shxt to tap into. Anyway, my last shot was last wed, Im still having some thoughts but they arent as intense and Ive been talking all of them through with the Mrs.. She's been great about it, shes been very understanding and sympathetic. She is mature enough to not take it personally, as many women probably would. Communication is key, in relationships, between your brain and body, and in this brotherhood of ours! Its nice to have friends who can relate to gear-head problems! Lmao. Thanks guys!
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Good call to stop while you're ahead.
I hope you were managing your prolactin. I always preach this but few listen.
I've ran 20 wks with no issues but thats me. Anymore I hate not being on atleast minimal para.
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MrBash
See we are not to far off from one another with the effects.. especially family guys or one at least with a long standing partner. Who knows if I was single and I was having thoughts of my gf sucking someone else’s dick I might have rolled with it and ran a gang on her with a buddy. Or better yet had my buddy bring his girl over and whamo.. orgy see sick thought are popping in my head and I been off the train for months... we are all sick fucks and need therapy. But the. I would be in with my therapist answering questions all the time while i was things I about banging her every wwhich way I could.. see I am sick.
Lol! The issue is the WORLD is sick, people like us who are bold and adventurous, stumble across ALOT of that sickness, everything in our heads came from somewhere out THERE. Ive never been one to share my women, BUT as a younger man, drunk and on drugs, I cant say that I havent been offered other peoples women. The mechanics of it are that we cant unsee the shxt we've seen, and as we become better people in our lives, the things we've experienced start fighting to keep their turf in our heads, drugs ALWAYS help the BAD shxt! Ive come to understamd Im always going to have fxxked up thoughts, I can usually dismiss them easily.
I RUN MY LIFE, not a drug, so what bothered me the most was not having control, was something grabbing me by the frontal lobe and saying "LOOK AT THIS MUTHERFXXKER!" and not being about to escape that grasp. Will the dark shxt always been rattling around in the trunk? Yeah. Am I ok with it gripping the steering wheel? HELL NO!
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IRISHOAK
Ive had some very undiscussable dreams as well, those seemed to clam down but then, the waking thoughts started happenening. For the last 10 days or so, it happens everyday. Either the same things or new things and its almost impossible to stop dwelling on them because its the tren affecting my central nervous system. Of I was 18 without a care in the world and single, I could probably handle this shxt better. Im 44 and I have a lifetime of fxxked up experiences for this shxt to tap into. Anyway, my last shot was last wed, Im still having some thoughts but they arent as intense and Ive been talking all of them through with the Mrs.. She's been great about it, shes been very understanding and sympathetic. She is mature enough to not take it personally, as many women probably would. Communication is key, in relationships, between your brain and body, and in this brotherhood of ours! Its nice to have friends who can relate to gear-head problems! Lmao. Thanks guys!
My wife know and for the most part didn’t hassle me with the life. But when it comes to tren she has no sympathy. And it my own fault. The first sign of it is when she can’t wash the funk outta my clothes. The next is the night sweats. I ruined almost 6009$ new bed. Well let’s say I voided the warranty. She put a shower curtain underneath the fitted sheet I. My side and when she would make the bed in the morning and pick up my soaking wet pillows she knew.. I have never tried to run a low dose. It’s always ballls out and for the long haul. I wonder if theirs a happy medium wear you can run it hot and heavy and stop before the sides really start to come out. Would you get all the benifits of it. Say if you start to get sides at 6/8 weeks and stoped at week 4/5 could you Eliminate the. Sides
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MrBash
My wife know and for the most part didn’t hassle me with the life. But when it comes to tren she has no sympathy. And it my own fault. The first sign of it is when she can’t wash the funk outta my clothes. The next is the night sweats. I ruined almost 6009$ new bed. Well let’s say I voided the warranty. She put a shower curtain underneath the fitted sheet I. My side and when she would make the bed in the morning and pick up my soaking wet pillows she knew.. I have never tried to run a low dose. It’s always ballls out and for the long haul. I wonder if theirs a happy medium wear you can run it hot and heavy and stop before the sides really start to come out. Would you get all the benifits of it. Say if you start to get sides at 6/8 weeks and stoped at week 4/5 could you Eliminate the. Sides
Well, I ran some ace along side it for the first few weeks and even running them together I was fine, it seems to be a time-thing at least with the mental sides. My next run will be 250/wk just for 4 weeks. I made most if my gains weeks 3-5 so if I cut it off at 4, ill get the week 5 gains anyway because the ester is so long and the dose is a bit higher. I wont blast it. I HATE being mentally uncomfortable. Physical shxt I can deal with.
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The exact same thing happd with me at 7 weeks on Tren E..... with the sleep stuff.
I stopped bc I had to get sleep to function at work but it's amazing how that shit helps build muscle and RIP off fat.
Just not worth the trade off. Too bad.
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