Thread: Parabolan - Week 8 Tap-Out

So, I want to start by saying that my experience with Parabolan was GREAT! I went 8 weeks without the tren side effects. No shortness of breath, no night sweats, no losing control of my anger physically (Im always outspoken verbally! Lmao!). Running it at 200/wk gave me nice recomposition and really helped my few trouble spots (had some fatty spots under the out side of my pecs/ top of ribcage that wouldnt go away) Using it with test and mast p helped me gain a SOLID 16lbs in 6 weeks and I lost at least 4-5lbs of fat total (in my mid-section and under pecs).
I was planning on running it for 20 weeks, BUT,
This last 10 days or so Im getting sleep disruption, waking up an hour after falling asleep, then 3 hours later, and by the time I have to get up for work, Im not feeling rested.
The past few days I have also had consitent night sweats, like soaking the sheets sweating, which makes me wake up freezing cold after the a/c has been blowing on me wet.
The biggest reason Im choosing to drop it is that Im getting negative psychological effects as well. Specifically, I get paranoid about my relationship. I have thoughts I shouldn't be having about all types of things from my past. Mrs.Oak and I have the best relationship ever and we communicate about everything, even the dark stuff, the freaky stuff, our fears, everything. Despite how great we are together the tren has me stuck in this mode where I get suspicious about stupid shxt... there have been times where shes right in the same room reading something totally innocent on her phone and Ill think "is she looking at porn?" "Is it something that shes missing from our relationship?" then I see shes looking at hairstyles. This is NOT me.
These are drug-induced fears, drug induced fears that are distracting me and causing me to cast shadows of doubt towards her for NO reason. I also hate how I feel when these thoughts come up throughout the day, or manifest in dreams/nightmares.
So Im tapping out.
I will continue my cycle, just without the Parabolan. Its been great but its time to go. The whole reason I chose it was the benefit to detriment ratio. That ratio has swung the other way into the negative now.
I can't grow if Im not sleeping, I cant be 100% at work without rest and constantly being paranoid.
Most of all, my wife is the greatest; loyal, dedicated, sweet, loving, and a great mother, and I will not have some chemical telling me otherwise like some demon whispering in my ear all day!
I have almost a full bottle left. Knowing how it affects me, Im going to save it for a future run. I know I can get great results in the first 6 weeks and if I keep it at 6 weeks I wont get any negatives. I hope this review helps somebody.

If anyone has a tren story to tell, Id love to hear about it.