Jozifp103
10-17-2018, 10:50 AM
I'm a young guy (late 20's) and have been cycling since 23 (college). I gotta say things were much simpler then. I could run as much tren, clen, etc as I wanted because all I had to worry about was how to effectively skip my classes, get good grades, and stick my weener in things.
Nowadays I work a high stress/fast paced job which requires me to talk to many people and keep calm under pressure and calm when dealing with assholes. I'm also in the process of buying/selling a house, and plan to propose to my girlfriend shortly after. I can even see kids in my near future (assuming I haven't massacred all my spermies) Things are GREAT but hectic.
Now that all these things are happening, I don't see things calming down anytime soon. My new home will require a lot of maintenance. I will have to keep my work performance at a very high level in order to live comfortably and afford my new mortgage as my job is mostly commission/bonus based. I will also have to be a nice guy if I want this girl to marry me.
My point is...I can't afford to deal with side effects at this time. I can't be having my head clouded with tren fog, can't be signing papers and meeting important people with shaky clen hands. Can't be a dick to my girl, can't lose my cool under stress and most importantly HAVE TO STAY MOTIVATED AND POSITIVE. Things like tren, high dosed test/deca, spiked e2 etc...all these things affect my mood, motivation, energy, and overall well being. Got too much shit goin on to be messin around with my psyche.
I'm sure a lot of you have already been through this...but it's kind of a harsh reality check reminding me that playtime is over and priorities are shifting. I will continue to pursue my goals but I will have to be more conservative about it. Life comes first!
Nowadays I work a high stress/fast paced job which requires me to talk to many people and keep calm under pressure and calm when dealing with assholes. I'm also in the process of buying/selling a house, and plan to propose to my girlfriend shortly after. I can even see kids in my near future (assuming I haven't massacred all my spermies) Things are GREAT but hectic.
Now that all these things are happening, I don't see things calming down anytime soon. My new home will require a lot of maintenance. I will have to keep my work performance at a very high level in order to live comfortably and afford my new mortgage as my job is mostly commission/bonus based. I will also have to be a nice guy if I want this girl to marry me.
My point is...I can't afford to deal with side effects at this time. I can't be having my head clouded with tren fog, can't be signing papers and meeting important people with shaky clen hands. Can't be a dick to my girl, can't lose my cool under stress and most importantly HAVE TO STAY MOTIVATED AND POSITIVE. Things like tren, high dosed test/deca, spiked e2 etc...all these things affect my mood, motivation, energy, and overall well being. Got too much shit goin on to be messin around with my psyche.
I'm sure a lot of you have already been through this...but it's kind of a harsh reality check reminding me that playtime is over and priorities are shifting. I will continue to pursue my goals but I will have to be more conservative about it. Life comes first!