Hey brother Crossfire don’t feel bad, I was the same way for many years up until maybe 6 months ago. Watch YouTube videos “how to buy btc on the Cash app”. Takes you step by step. Always buy a lil extra than what you need since the rate can go up or down every minute or so. Don’t wanna be caught short handed. After buying your btc on cash app then you withdraw btc to a external wallet address (I use BREAD wallet). From BREAD you send to the address for payment