Sounds like a real bad case of deca dick. What I take away from this is- taking way too much shit. Test,tren,deca, viagra, cialis. Just chasing your own ass with meds trying to create the perfect environment. Seems to be the case when alot of 19nors are involved for long periods of time. I think it stresses the need to take breaks, especially from stuff like tren and deca. Just stick with test and have lots of happy sex