I am sure to catch some grief for this ...BUT....In my opinion you are not ready, you have so much you can achieve without gear just looking at your photo that I saw don’t be in a hurry... but in a solid 8 months and see where you are... just my 2 cents
QUOTE=strikersteel1;1233560]Alright, I've been working on getting my gear in order Just got my blood work done prior to any pins. So im ready..I think.
I'm 6ft, 215lbs, 38 yrs old
Starting pining about 3 years ago (12 week cycles, then cruz). I was doing damn good leaned out, felt fucking great! My girl was happy, I was happy. Happy good family times taking kids and wify to the lake on the boat. And you know when your looking good, feeling right and they see your girl not giving a fuck bout nothing except our kids cuz life is good! Dudes thinking about twice before they try something stupid! Thats what I mean by i was doing and looking fucking good! Mf and chics sensed that shit!
But then last November I got a TIA, a minnie stroke.....drs checked everything, said heart is healthy, arteries are healthy no build up anywhere...then they saw that my blood was thick as fuck! Red bloods cells to high...dummy me didn't know i was supposed to check my iron, red blood cells... i found out i was supposed to give blood when necessary. So I gave blood till I got normal. But I stopped pinning at the same time...I got scared af!...but that's all gone now. No, I don't have to be, and have not been, on any blood thinners or any medication. I just donated blood till it got down to 16. It was at 20.3 (don't know what its called) way to high, makes it thick and sticky.
Fast forward 7 months here I'm. Been waking up feeling draggy for the last 5 month. No energy, no morning wood every morning, my girl thinks I'm fucking someone else. My belly is growing and muscle is gone. I'm embarrassed to take off my shirt.
I want to do this because My family should and deserved their fucking Man, Dad, husband, dad, daddy back!! I'm tired of waking up feeling like shit! Tired of feeling and looking weak! Fuck this! I'm done with that life! I DONT WANT IT! Respectfully.
Gym access is no problem.
I'm committed.
I'm willing to do and respect all you suggest Oak.
I'm angry, anxious, excited and I want this...I NEED THIS!! AND SO DOES MY FAMILY!
I'm ready.
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