I believe SSRIs have their own set of side effects.
In your situation I wouldn’t take anything less then low dose Pharmaceuticals as your potential for catastrophic sides are irreversible.
Wondered why more athletes don’t favor Primobolan Ace tabs.
Since they are rare it’s less counterfeited considering men would need 5x the amount.
Excuse my protective nature as I prefer to apologize if wrong then say I’m sorry for bad advice.
Went to school with a girl that finished 2nd in the nationals for her Pro-Card.
Flint and Detroit Gyms had a strong presence on the national stages at times.
Good Luck
DWBO