I've posted before about how I just got done with gyno surgery about a month ago. I'm healing up like a dream and was back to working out at two weeks.

I just don't know about getting back on again, but maybe I'm just psyching myself out. I'm indoc is fucked from doing chemo twice, and my test is low, but my insurance won't put me on TRT unless it's below a certain point. This surgery and process went so well, I just don't want to fuck it up again and get gyno...twice. I was ALL over my bloods last time and my estrogen was NEVER over 30 and I was running 12.5 Aromsain EOD religiously. Even before I jumped on my first cycle of Tren I had these knots...well used to be knots.

What do ya'll think? Not the typical "well if you don't want the risk, don't do it". Am I just psyching myself out too much? To me it's almost like I got gyno, even when my estrogen was in check. Should I have just crashed my estrogen and said fuck it to ensure I didn't get gyno? I know that isn't the answer..as that is not good for you.

I just don't know. I'm being a bitch. Someone give me some sage guidance..lol..or just call me names. LMAO

-Jet