Was on testosterone (nothing else) for about 15 months before I decided to come off. It's been 5 weeks since my last pin, and I've finished 3 out of 6 weeks on clomid. I was getting insomnia from estrogen issues towards the end, so I got on an antidepressant that's supposed to help with sleep as well (mirtazapine). Currently weaning myself off of it.

I expected to feel shitty, but wow did NOT expect all this crazy anxiety. It's debilitating at times. One day I'll feel somewhat normal again, then the next day I'll get hit by waves of shit. Maybe it's the testosterone leaving my body, maybe it's the clomid, maybe it's the antidepressant, maybe it's my state being locked down for 6 months now, maybe it's the PNW winter where we don't see the sun for weeks and it's always raining.

Just needed to vent because sometimes you feel like you're going through it all alone. If anyone else is also going through PCT, I hope yours is going well.