Hi all,

I am 26 years old. I finished a course of tren ace, masteron prop, and test prop. I did it only for 8 weeks because I had roid rage. I took arimidex on cycle, and nolvadex after. On cycle I was a machine, huge strength gains, and horny all the time.

Since then, I've had huge depression, small rubbery lumps under my nipple, no sex drive, erectile dysfunction, and impotence. I assumed in time it would go away.

3 months later I still had the symptoms, and I also had small amounts of clear liquid coming out of my nipples. I got some cabergoline. I took some, but it gave me huge stomach cramps, bloating and nausea, so I couldn't finish the dose.

Its now been almost 13 MONTHS and I still have it. The ED and impotence isn't as bad, but I still have no sex drive, and my erections are only a percentage of what they used to be. And I still have the depression and lethargy.

I've had a few blood tests but the doctors have me referred to a hormone specialist, but my appointment isn't for another 3 months, which is a joke. My quality of life is so shit that I don't want to wait any longer, so I want to get my hormones back on track asap.

I read so much conflicting information on the internet and forums, but I wanted to share my story and see if I could get any consistent recommendations.

We can all agree on that I was idiot for not pursuing this sooner. I also didn't get my blood done before, which I regret big time.

My recent blood tests all show:
Very Low testosterone
Low LH
Low Oestradiol
Normal FSH
Borderline high TSH
High Prolactin

What the heck can I do to get my quality of life back?