I owned and operated a OLD FASHION MEAT MARKET. When I bought it was running 40 grand a month gross. Within 2yrs I had it running 70grand a month. I had always done meth now and then but to keep up with the pace I happened upon a guy who made the old pure anhydrous meth. One little line and you didn't need no more. I bought it by the ounce, then 2 ounce, then 3 ounce. You can see where I'm going with this. I started handing it out to 5 friends to sell. Before I knew it I was making $500a day easy. I got caught up in the money and greed. Was moving 3 oz's a week. You can't move that kind of volume and not get eyes on you. Crazy me... I had numerous cop friends come tell me they had a meeting about me this morning /they were on to me. Most the cops were my friends or just plain liked me. My market was high end and 30yrs old, I had it for 22yrs.
The dummie I was didn't quit. I scaled back a little but not enough. Most the time I was OK but some days I was just spun! Of course I quit lifting. Meth and lifting don't mix. Dropped to 145lbs.
I got robbed by two lawmen on way home one night. I lived in the country. They took like 8 grand in cash from me and never turned it in and let me go! It all escalated from there.
Few months later they got me thru dirty tactics. Belive it or not I was never caught with anything nor did they have any controlled buys on me. Won't go into all that. Lots of dirty things done to where I couldn't even get a lawyer. They fixed me good.
Could have been so much worse though. I've not touched meth in 8yrs now nor will I ever again. It's to me what alcohol is to a alcoholic. I know it's something I can't mess with or it will have good of me again.
Damn man. That's some heavy shit. Glad you made it through it. Who knows, that may have saved your life. Now here you are 8 years later doing things that better your life instead of destroying it. Thanks for the candor brother. I need to hear this kind of stuff from time to time. I'm 8 years clean and sober - alcohol and cocaine were my masters for far too many years.
Damn man. That's some heavy shit. Glad you made it through it. Who knows, that may have saved your life. Now here you are 8 years later doing things that better your life instead of destroying it. Thanks for the candor brother. I need to hear this kind of stuff from time to time. I'm 8 years clean and sober - alcohol and cocaine were my masters for far too many years.
Seems to be a commen thread with those of us who frequent the gym. We all have had our demons and overcome them. I think the discipline we must have to lift weights enough to where we make gains we have in order to keep us strong mentally as well. We have to live with some discipline, by lifting it reminds us that we are and that we can.
Good for you! We are gonna make it...
I'd be so nervous ordering a powder now. I can see that In itself brewing for own could become a addiction. The process of setting up, getting things ready, actual brewing and then the feeling of accomplishment once done. I don't know how to brew it nor am I going to go there unless... Lol somebody taught me how one on one. Still I'd be to afraid of the powder being delivered.
I spent my 42nd birthday in prison. Id gone all my life without getting into to much trouble. It hit all at once... I'm a 3 time felon. All within a few short years. My 9 lives are used up.
12yrs I've been on the straight and narrow. 4yrs from being able to get my gun rights restored which is very important to me. I never ever drive after having 2 alcoholic drinks and if I do I have a pint of water for every drink. I DO NOT drive after dark unless I absolutely have to. I never, ever travel with a gun even though I have access to them for home or business protection. What I'm saying is I try very hard to minimize ways I could get into a bind with the law. I've not even had a speeding ticket but one in 10yrs.
Buying testosterone is the only thing I do that could cause me issues but the need for my test. Far outweighs my fear of getting caught. I used to order a grand or better everytime I ordered thinking the less times delivered it improved my odds rather than having multiple orders coming in regularly. I order smaller orders now so at least I can proclaim its all personal use and maybe be beloved. Hard to claim that when I've got 5 of everything they have. I can't afford to get caught.
When I was busted in 02 all I had to do to get no time was turn on my source, the guy who manufactured. I wouldn't do it so I got 10yrs. Luckly because I owned my Meat Market I was super well known. The lady that ran the court house for 30yrs doing fines and such shopped at my store and loved me. She went to the judge who was known as The hangman because he sent everybody to prison. She went to him with tears in her eyes to cut me a break. Everybody else was getting 5 in and 5 on paper. He gave me 3in 7 on paper. With credit for time served and good days 3 days credit for every one day served I was back out in a year. Still one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life. Prison wasn't nothing. It was the visits from my wife and children that broke my heart. The kids would ask why I can't come home. Tuff times on the heart...
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You are not that concerned on safety you realize your posting this on open bb forum your plan what you, do how all you forgot was address ,color of car and pic of fingerprints good taking precaution trust me but there alot more things they worrying about the 5 bottles few gram of test ALOT! Moderation brother and chill glad to hear your cleaned up and sober brother stay domestic no need to risk but reading first post i felt like i was in die hard movie lmfao "Dont cut the red wire"
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"FORGET WHAT HURT YOU NEVER FORGET WHAT IT TAUGHT YOU"
No way I'd order powder now because of the fentnoyl epidemic. Odds of getting caught had gone WAY UP.
I have my order come to a mailbox on a rural country road where I can see a mile in all directions. Sometimes I drive the whole section line before removing the shipment. If I were to see any cars sitting im not touching it.
Also when I go to open it I use a razor knife and cut into the center of package. They often use a transmiting wire. Once wire is separated a signal goes to waiting law men is been opened.
Theres a creek behind my building that I would head for. If they don't know it's been opened I'll hit that creek and bury in water so a dog can't track it. Full proof plan, no.... But it is a plan. Id rather have a plan than stand there and say "you got me". I have ran from the laws 3 times in my life and got away all 3 times. The last time it didn't help. They knew who I was so I turned myself in the next day. I was spun when I ran!
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Please tell me the you dress in a black tuxedo,slick your hair back,and drive a vintage jaguar carry a brief case when you do this would make my day bro! Lmao your like a real life james bond
"FORGET WHAT HURT YOU NEVER FORGET WHAT IT TAUGHT YOU"
Please tell me the you dress in a black tuxedo,slick your hair back,and drive a vintage jaguar carry a brief case when you do this would make my day bro! Lmao your like a real life james bond
Seems to be a commen thread with those of us who frequent the gym. We all have had our demons and overcome them. I think the discipline we must have to lift weights enough to where we make gains we have in order to keep us strong mentally as well. We have to live with some discipline, by lifting it reminds us that we are and that we can.
Good for you! We are gonna make it...
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Truth.
And hey some guys might joke around and call u paranoid but I'd rather be too paranoid than not paranoid enough.
But then again I'm like the most paranoid mfer ik.
Kinda goes along with the other common issues I guess lol
I'd be so nervous ordering a powder now. I can see that In itself brewing for own could become a addiction. The process of setting up, getting things ready, actual brewing and then the feeling of accomplishment once done. I don't know how to brew it nor am I going to go there unless... Lol somebody taught me how one on one. Still I'd be to afraid of the powder being delivered.
I spent my 42nd birthday in prison. Id gone all my life without getting into to much trouble. It hit all at once... I'm a 3 time felon. All within a few short years. My 9 lives are used up.
12yrs I've been on the straight and narrow. 4yrs from being able to get my gun rights restored which is very important to me. I never ever drive after having 2 alcoholic drinks and if I do I have a pint of water for every drink. I DO NOT drive after dark unless I absolutely have to. I never, ever travel with a gun even though I have access to them for home or business protection. What I'm saying is I try very hard to minimize ways I could get into a bind with the law. I've not even had a speeding ticket but one in 10yrs.
Buying testosterone is the only thing I do that could cause me issues but the need for my test. Far outweighs my fear of getting caught. I used to order a grand or better everytime I ordered thinking the less times delivered it improved my odds rather than having multiple orders coming in regularly. I order smaller orders now so at least I can proclaim its all personal use and maybe be beloved. Hard to claim that when I've got 5 of everything they have. I can't afford to get caught.
When I was busted in 02 all I had to do to get no time was turn on my source, the guy who manufactured. I wouldn't do it so I got 10yrs. Luckly because I owned my Meat Market I was super well known. The lady that ran the court house for 30yrs doing fines and such shopped at my store and loved me. She went to the judge who was known as The hangman because he sent everybody to prison. She went to him with tears in her eyes to cut me a break. Everybody else was getting 5 in and 5 on paper. He gave me 3in 7 on paper. With credit for time served and good days 3 days credit for every one day served I was back out in a year. Still one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life. Prison wasn't nothing. It was the visits from my wife and children that broke my heart. The kids would ask why I can't come home. Tuff times on the heart...
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The visits are the hardest, I told my x-wife never to come back....just too hard to deal with. I was in a fucked up prison that any sign of weakness you were fucked....I just did my time, hard time
The visits are the hardest, I told my x-wife never to come back....just too hard to deal with. I was in a fucked up prison that any sign of weakness you were fucked....I just did my time, hard time
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I agree... Had to do it over id told them to stay home but the kids wanted to see me.
By far the worse of it all...
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