I'm really new to this and was actually recommended to this site by a really close buddy of mine. I was up late one night and was talking to him about struggling to get it up since about 25ish right around the time I had to have surgery done for a varicocele... The issues started before that with not getting fully hard and then eventually transitioned into straight up low sex drive and arousal problems with all women... It's gotten to the point where I can hardly jack off and actually stay hard... I've been thinking It may have to do with testosterone and would like to get a blood test done but the clinics here want 250 dollars for the visit then after that it's roughly 280 a month for the treatment which to me is ridiculous... What blood test should I use and from where? I went to a sticky on here that sent me to privatemdlabs but I am still unsure of which one I should actually do... Also I am so confused by all the different types of steroids out there... I go to some sites and I see like 15 different ones. Which ones would be a good fit if I need TRT? Also which sites are good to buy that stuff from? Sorry for all the new questions but I am just so lost when I read anything on here, I'm sure you guys roll your eyes every time you see a post like this too but this is a really hard question for me to ask even with my doctor...