Hello all, had been gone a bit as I was away from the gym


Well I had not really been able to work out since covid and gyms being closed. They did open back up but had to wait a bit until cases started to come down as my wife has had pneumonia like 4 times so is at risk and honestly kind of really anxious about it like it was hard to get her into stores in general and tehn sometimes it would almost be a damn panic attack. I wanted to go back, but at first i was worried. Then it got to a damn point of just not wanting to fight with her. I do pan on asking some marriage advice if there is a section for that, but i can say with being home with each other all this time for the first time I really seriously thought that I love her but there is no guarantee my marriage will last. I hope it does but there are some issues, but that is another thread.

was like 10 weeks into my second test only cycle of 16 weeks in march when things started to look bad so I stopped the cycle and went back on my trt dose of 200mg 7 days. So I had an trt appointment 7/31 and took my shot on 7/26. They were like "You had not been seen and the sky is falling" i had an appointement they set up for September. So i had to do it early. Had it been when scheduled i would have dont blood work on a friday after the shot as i had done before. Well I had a phone consult because of covid. I forget the date but I think it was march. I talked to the nurse and went over my bloodwork. She said the test was "just a tad high" i was not on a cycle but on trt and i told her that i took the shot a couple days before the blood work so they would not get hyper about my test level. 1200 something at that time. rbc, hemoglobin and HEMATOCRIT were all high but the nurse did not really say much. Just donate blood which there were not people taking at that time for some reason.

So this appointment I just had in july quest did not have the labs done yet. They said 24 hours but they did not get them so not much was done and they said they still wanted to see me. Well that was a friday. Some dizzy b*tch leaves a message on the machine "giggling" that my wife got. She in so many words made it out like those three high things could kill me in a week wtih a fatal stroke and wanted me to stop the shots. Of course we called about it as my levels are very low ( natural not from steroids) and i know you need it for some health things. My family doctor as well as some other medical professionals do not teal with test but all seem to think you dont just take someone off it all together that quck. After one week my energy is for shit and if roid rage is true i feel it very much now and it does not help my wife is one of those that has to have the last work. I never physcially have hit her but she has me and "well you should not have said that" And just does not get it. The family doctor ran my bp and for the second time it was higher and she put me on 5mg Lisinopril as she said unlike many there is no Ed and really not lots of side effects and she would rather treat it than not. She also said the three blood issues and high blood pressure could be from the 5lbs i gained and NO activity. I mean i just was not doing anything and i know that was a mistake, btu that did not. She figured back to the gym and i should be fine. i was planning to do a cycle right after teh appointment but am holding off until i see the hemotologist. Now more and more i read its seeems they are just going to take blood from me so that i can donate eventually at the blood bank or like place. iS that pretty accurate?

Anyway. My doc is great but his support staff are fucking morons I mean they have totally switched meds and dosages a couple times. Gave me a hard time about ordering 50 syringes at a time after i showed them that they are .25 cents instead of $1 each when they send in 10 or 12. I order now from someone recommended here and pay under $25 for 100 pins. Those morons also instead of 23 g ordered 18.5 and got pissed when i asked the "OH my God he might grow some extra muscle" female PA if she would like to inject one into herself at that size. So we did talk to a nurse and they explained the trt stops and dont take the ai until i see the hemotologist. Now they are morons in the office and i am worried the hemogologist will have things up and running quick and then they will want me to wait the typical 3 months for an appointment. Sorry unless its going to kill me i cant be off that long Here are bloods from march then jul

march my estradiol 62 and my total t ( did not check free) 1229 Now in march on 200mg every 10 days it was 878 ( too long between shots)

The whole series of second results is from recent. Now the lipids are high but I was told I did not need to fast then told i did, so the fat in my protein shake with peanut butter could have caused it i was told.

So anyone go through the same thing? I have no underlying health issues than high tryglerides and have had them for years like over a decade. What you may notice is the cbc h*H were both high back when i talked to the nurse by phone and it was no big deal but I think they got jumpy because of how high my test levels were. They often dont test my free but that does seem like pretty high right and my total i was total i reapons pretty damn good to it. Of course they do not see this as a good thing so i was wondering anyone go through the same things and how it worked particularly if you were doctor monitored as opposed to just running cycles. I was told this is not permanant and one friends that has used in the past told me that the cruise dose was probably just too high and cause this. He is like 150 a week will probably put you back in range along with activity and regular blood donations. I feel really weird training without gear and really am not ready to hear i cant so i hope its not that bad. I do know these docs might run blood work more often so my guees is tpp or test prop will be what i have to use on cycles in the futre. i was thinking maybe add npp and keep doses lower say 200-300 or each plus maybe an oral kickstarter. I dont think i will be running 600 test 600 eq and some tren or npp unless this really comes down. I am really depressed right now thinking of all this crap plus covid all that is going on in the damn country plus now my one form of enjoyment I mean i have issues with my wife and there are a few things in place that i would be thinking much more if i want to continue with her

Thanks for listening guys

WHITE BLOOD CELL COUNT 5.1 3.8-10.8 Thousand/uL Normal Final QHO
RED BLOOD CELL COUNT 7.04 4.20-5.80 Million/uL High Final QHO
HEMOGLOBIN 19.8 13.2-17.1 g/dL High Final QHO
Verified by repeat analysis.
HEMATOCRIT 59.7 38.5-50.0 % High Final QHO
Verified by repeat analysis.



  • CURRESTRADIOL, FREE




    1.44 H
    pg/mL


    Reference Range:
    ADULTS: < OR = 0.45







    ESTRADIOL
    49 H




    pg/mL




    ENT
  • RANGE
  • OVER TIME




WHITE BLOOD CELL COUNT

5.4
Desired Result: 3.8-10.8 Thousand/uL








RED BLOOD CELL COUNT

6.81 H
Desired Result: 4.20-5.80 Million/uL








HEMOGLOBIN

19.6 H
Desired Result: 13.2-17.1 g/dL See Note A









HEMATOCRIT

59.8 H
Desired Result: 38.5-50.0 % See Note A





TESTOSTERONE, TOTAL, MS
1665 H
Desired Result: 250-1100 ng/dL


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http://education.questdiagnostics.com/faq/
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TESTOSTERONE, FREE
537.8 H
Desired Result: 35.0-155.0 pg/mL


This test was developed and its analytical performance
characteristics have been determined by Quest
Diagnostics Nichols Institute Chantilly, VA. It has ... Show More







  • CURRENT
  • OVER TIME




CHOLESTEROL, TOTAL

235
mg/dL








HDL CHOLESTEROL

48
mg/dL








TRIGLYCERIDES

200
mg/dL


If a non-fasting specimen was collected, consider repeat
triglyceride testing on a fasting specimen if clinically
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LDL-CHOLESTEROL

153
mg/dL (calc)


Desirable range <100 mg/dL for primary prevention; <70 mg/dL
for patients with CHD or diabetic patients with > or = 2 CHD
risk factors. ... Show More


















CHOL/HDLC RATIO

4.9
calc








NON HDL CHOLESTEROL

187
mg/dL (calc)


For patients with diabetes plus 1 major ASCVD risk factor,
treating to a non-HDL-C goal of <100 mg/dL (LDL-C of <70
mg/dL) is considered a therapeutic option.