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This Is What Meth-Induced Psychosis Feels Like - VICE
What Is Cocaine Psychosis?
Here are a couple of interesting articles I found on the subject.
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Lmao!! I just wanted to show my natural
self!
I am definitely the pace back and forth on the phone guy lol
I値l try these methods. Since that痴 when I do most of my brainstorming and even writing it out in my brain as I hike.
I already talk to myself all the time anyway lol
It痴 definitely real... it was so insane.
That痴 where my blocking was coming from.. trying to turn a first person story and tell it in 3rd person...
But if I write it as described by you, I知 literally just transferring memory to writing... I can稚 see the downfall in that ;0)
I became fascinated with others, friends mostly at the time, who had disorders... the main point of interest was the environment when the hallucinations would occur... only when a motor, vibration, sound, computers, heating/cooling units, ballasts buzzing etc were present... if isolated in a room that is sound proof, or in an environment lacking mechanical sounds, vibrations or hums... no hallucinations... we were all the same in my experiments and I never told anyone what I was doing.... now interestingly enough the others not up for days on end like me, were medicated, but they still heard voices. Minus the emotional reactions to them... so I was trying to connect the psychosis to each other, with or without the usage of meth... people just assumed I was losing my mind... but I was the provider, so they put up with me lol I was losing it for sure.
I never touched meth but my husband used it for like 12 years. To this day he doesnt sleep through the night and randomly roams into the kitchen and eats random things.
I cant say for sure but it think its linked to that. I had an ex that did meth before and he did the same thing.
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Day 339
Upon wake up:
50mg Metoprolol
500mg L-Tyrosine
1 serving liquid Turmeric
3iu HGH
Meals Repeated
Meals:
Meal 1
Calories: 576
Shake
1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
1 serving whey concentrate, Chocolate
4tbsp pbfit powdered peanut butter
1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
8oz coconut milk
8oz organic Aloe Vera juice
1 scoop terra kai, organic juice berry
Meal 2
Calories: 400
2 cup cottage cheese, darigold 2percent brand
Meal 3
Calories: 420
Shake
1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
16oz coconut milk
1 scoop organic juice berry
1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
Meal 4
Calories: 420
Shake
1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
16oz coconut milk
1 scoop organic juice berry
1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
Meal 5
Calories: 560
Shake
1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
16oz coconut milk
1 scoop organic juice berry
1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
4tbsp pbfit powdered peanut butter
Just a chill day. Woke up a bit late. Finally slept in past 5am. 8am today! So weird! Only woke up like once that remember last night. Finally the body getting the sleep I so desperately need.
Made an appointment with the sleep doc. Since I知 all maxed out on my medical out of pocket, I知 going to go haywire getting everything done and in motion. Take full advantage of it this year. But it値l be nice to get all three of my sleep disorders in check if possible. At least the surgeries are out of the way. The rest is dialing myself in.
Got my chores done today, got a 5.5 hour defensive driving course done for work, got a little meal prep and back up liquid meals Incase my advancement of diet is to premature... finished deadwood and game of thrones... quite a day!
Ready to rock n roll for the week...
Daily gratitude item:
Grateful for sleep filled and restful nights... hoping there値l be more in the future.
10:00pm will be
50mg metoprolol
1 - 5-HTP Plus
500mg L-Tyrosine
200mcg T4 liquid
Total water consumed until now:
1.25 gallons
Total Calories and Macros today
Calories: 2,376
Protein: 288
Carbs: 132
Fiber: 44
Sugar: 57
Fat: 78
Workout:
Nothing today
Have you had Trazodone. It's not an actual sleeping pill and it's not harsh