Thread: Cowboys Accountability Log

Originally Posted by born

Nice to see you were the real deal.
Lots of kiddos in small towns get on a bull and walk around telling everyone they are a bullrider until they get hurt.

The real bullriders keep going even through broken bones.
Knew you were a badass.
Very nice mike

It’s the obsession... chasing the next 8... all I wanted was a buckle lol... I’ll wait to compete with the seniors... I’ll get my goddamn buckle sooner or later

But in all seriousness... it’s when I feel my most free... for that tiny window of time, I’m free from everything... it’s the most insane feeling ever... and as quick as it happens, poof, it’s gone... but in those moments, man, beast, time stand still... then wwwwhhhhoooosssshhhhh, back to reality lol

Originally Posted by Cowboymike

It’s the obsession... chasing the next 8... all I wanted was a buckle lol... I’ll wait to compete with the seniors... I’ll get my goddamn buckle sooner or later

But in all seriousness... it’s when I feel my most free... for that tiny window of time, I’m free from everything... it’s the most insane feeling ever... and as quick as it happens, poof, it’s gone... but in those moments, man, beast, time stand still... then wwwwhhhhoooosssshhhhh, back to reality lol

I know the feeling brother. I got on 40-50 but at 22 I decided I was never gonna be good enough after my second AAS cycle.

Guys that are little dont get it. When you are 200lbs plus you dont bounce anymore when you hit the dirt, you thud lol!

Originally Posted by born

I know the feeling brother. I got on 40-50 but at 22 I decided I was never gonna be good enough after my second AAS cycle.

Guys that are little dont get it. When you are 200lbs plus you dont bounce anymore when you hit the dirt, you thud lol!

I totally full bellied laugh!! I stopped trying to explain that exact thing!! Exactly to the word lol!!! I’m dying

Originally Posted by Cowboymike

I totally full bellied laugh!! I stopped trying to explain that exact thing!! Exactly to the word lol!!! I’m dying

Brother rode best at 175lb but spent a lotta time fucked up riding over 200. Ripped his shoulders to pieces.

I think 7 or eight shoulder operations now.
There is videos of him hitting so hard you could feel it in the ground 20 ft away over 200lb.
Brother could have held a world title if he hadn't pissed it away on drugs and skanks. Several 90's rides but his true talent was the unridden powerhouses that would dump everyone in the chute. He rode of strength rather than balance and form. Fucked his joints...

Most unforgettable ride my brothe had was on twin peaks in minneapolis. He turned out the highest score that bull ever had in his career and that bull switched up spin midways the one and only time he ever did.
He won but tgey scored him in the upper 80's and I was pissed because it was hands down the most picturesque ride I have ever seen in thousands of shows.

Bj schumaker smart assed my brother at that show because of his new vest. What BJ didn't know was that my brother had a new vest because he had pawned his last one to get gas to ride.

It was pretty nice though because he outscored BJ on a bull that was supposed to outscore his. That ride filled his prca card in one show. Then he fucked around and turned out three bulls. Prca placed 10k in fines on him for no shows and he seemed to go downhill from there.

Originally Posted by born

Most unforgettable ride my brothe had was on twin peaks in minneapolis. He turned out the highest score that bull ever had in his career and that bull switched up spin midways the one and only time he ever did.
He won but tgey scored him in the upper 80's and I was pissed because it was hands down the most picturesque ride I have ever seen in thousands of shows.

Bj schumaker smart assed my brother at that show because of his new vest. What BJ didn't know was that my brother had a new vest because he had pawned his last one to get gas to ride.

It was pretty nice though because he outscored BJ on a bull that was supposed to outscore his. That ride filled his prca card in one show. Then he fucked around and turned out three bulls. Prca placed 10k in fines on him for no shows and he seemed to go downhill from there.

“Selling off everything they own, just to pay to play the game.” GB

That’s gnarly man!! I couldn’t even get my points to keep my card lol... every damn season I paid the $250 and tried again and again... fact of the matter is/was, I suck at competing... for whatever reason... I can ride the same breeders bulls in practice pens all day long... but when it came time to compete, I got annihilated... season Enders, right off the bat... but I’d try again anyway and come up short every time... I was basically donating hundreds each event, when I could ride the same bulls, minus the entry fees for $10 a gate pull on Wednesday nights...

What a friggin story though man!! I didn’t even know you could get fined for no shows!! Your brother sounds like one hell of a guy!!! But from what I gather from you yourself, it’s a no brainer... you’re a down to earth epic friggin bad ass yourself!

Originally Posted by teej750

You guys lost me with some of the bullriding shit but it sure sounds interesting. Wish I knew more about it so.I.could chime in.

What I do know about is them Tillamaroo cheese sticks you been eating..... I got some Gouda tonight. Talk about one the goudest things I've ever eaten. Fuck I love cheese.

That's all I got.

Lmao!!! I’m a straight up cheese whore myself... I have to seriously keep myself in check with cheese... I have to cycle cheese in and out of my diet.. I could just eat cheese and sausages everyday if my body would just let me...

Day 10

Morning upon wake up
10mg Nolva
80mg TrenA
80mg MastP
40mg TestP
20mg EQ
50mg Anavar (pretty convinced it’s bunk at this point)


10:00am Meal 1
480calories - breakfast sandwich
1 Tillamoo cheddar cheese snack
1 Trader Joe’s English muffin
6 applewood bacon strip
1 tablespoon chalula hot sauce


Plus all vitamins:
Tudca, NAC, C01Q, Potassium Citrate, Vit D3, Vit B6, Vit E, Hawthorn Berry, Celery seed extract, Super B complex, Wild Alaskan Fish oil, Glucosamine, MSM, Chondroitin, Turmeric, Vita-liver, Liver Support, S-Acetyl Glutathione, Organ Defender, Elderberry


12:00 Meal 2
360 calories
1 cup Greek yogurt
1 serving love crunch granola

1:00pm Meal 3
203 calories
1 cup red spanish rice
1/2 cup refried beans

2:00pm Meal 4
280 calories
4 farm fresh hard boiled eggs


Pre-workout
50mg bunk ass anavar lol

Meal 5 Post workout meal instead of a shake. Treated myself.
635 calories
8oz sweet green tea
2 Alaskan white fish tacos... the nutrient info says 310 per taco, but I only got the fish, salsa, hot sauce and cabbage on it with lime squeeze... but what evs, I’ll count the whole thing anyway... i did get flour tortillas though... I’m not giving up pancakes on Saturday either... that’s final lol

Today was balls to the wall all damn day... work was brutal, but got that shit done so I can cruise into my Friday with an easy day... finished off what was left of my shoulders and back, strength-wise. But today’s work day really wiped me out... I felt weak as hell... but got it done and focused mainly on very strict movements... I’m trying to visualize my muscles working in my mind as I’m pushing the weight... it’s not really visualizing quite well, but maybe one day lol... I just want to kind of get a better sense internally how everything’s connecting and working... feeling it while visualizing it...

After the gym I went and got a massage.. best idea... but then after I was starving!!! So I went and treated myself since I was low on calories for the day anyway... I do feel a little guilty, but I’m refusing to give up my cheat breakfast meal Saturday lol... but I know for a fact I’m running a little deep into my deficit this week.. without the ability to properly monitor my output though, I guess I’ll never know truly... but the way I work and sweat, at least 6 of the 10 hours at work is full blown lifting, pushing and pulling, climbing ladders and stairs etc... then gym time... I’m not justifying here, but reminding myself to be careful not to cross the line into starvation mode, but to keep my ass in check to not use deficit as an excuse to wander off the path... I got serious goals to hit.. I’m laser focused on them... but still... a little bit of guilt if I’m being honest... see how my head bounces around when I’m feeling guilt? Geezus, it can wear me out sometimes...



8:00pm
50mg proviron
50mg metoprolol (BP meds)
.5mg ropinirole (for restless leg syndrome)
2-Costco sleep aid




Total calories today
Calories: 2,138 (862 under goal)
Protein: 118
Carbs: 157
Fiber: 12
Sugar: 23
Fat: 115