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      Quote Originally Posted by Biggaintime View Post
      You know what I do remember a few things a saw and heard while on meth. I try to tnot hink about or advertise that subject.

      My normal psychosis is not related to that. And is much stronger as real as real can be. Quite intriguing.
      This Is What Meth-Induced Psychosis Feels Like - VICE

      What Is Cocaine Psychosis?

      Here are a couple of interesting articles I found on the subject.

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      Quote Originally Posted by Biggaintime View Post
      I see no food still..

      Write it how it makes since and flows.

      unfortunately I don't think there's really any good advice to writer's block

      I can give you two things that work for me. Not for writer's block but just to write in general. number one you have to be by yourself. number two you use voice text it's the most natural of course you have to go back and edit.

      have you tried walking and voice texting on your hikes. if you're the type of person that Paces around while their on their phone this will definitely help.

      all the stories that I had just written recently. You know what the funny thing is I had never written anything in my life that was the first time I had ever done that.

      You can do it. And you can write... and you have imagination. That's one thing I like about you and I love reading your post even the silly ones not just the ones here in the log. You are very interesting.

      but please stop sending me nudes of yourself

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      I am definitely the pace back and forth on the phone guy lol

      I値l try these methods. Since that痴 when I do most of my brainstorming and even writing it out in my brain as I hike.

      I already talk to myself all the time anyway lol

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      Quote Originally Posted by Biggaintime View Post
      Wait is this real ?

      Thats strange that you would get psychosis. Well there can be visual. And I understand that like the shadow people. but at that level and severity seems odd

      I understand the subject very well and if I didn't take a pill every day I would have psychosis. This is unrelated to meth although I used meth for many many many years and lived the streets in a hard life kind of way. For me psychosis includes seeing hearing and smelling things.

      use the word I in your book

      "I knew that day was going to be an interesting day to say the least"

      " this feeling was odd and I had never experienced anythin like it"

      make sure to not overuse the word I

      " Another day had passed and the feeling was strange. Knowing the possibility that this could be a new way of life for me was unsettling. My thoughts were racing. if it hadn't been for me sleeping that day I may have gone crazy."

      Me and my too. Switch it up. Take your time. one sentence at a time unless it's flowing
      It痴 definitely real... it was so insane.

      That痴 where my blocking was coming from.. trying to turn a first person story and tell it in 3rd person...

      But if I write it as described by you, I知 literally just transferring memory to writing... I can稚 see the downfall in that ;0)

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      Quote Originally Posted by Biggaintime View Post
      You know what I do remember a few things a saw and heard while on meth. I try to tnot hink about or advertise that subject.

      My normal psychosis is not related to that. And is much stronger as real as real can be. Quite intriguing.
      I became fascinated with others, friends mostly at the time, who had disorders... the main point of interest was the environment when the hallucinations would occur... only when a motor, vibration, sound, computers, heating/cooling units, ballasts buzzing etc were present... if isolated in a room that is sound proof, or in an environment lacking mechanical sounds, vibrations or hums... no hallucinations... we were all the same in my experiments and I never told anyone what I was doing.... now interestingly enough the others not up for days on end like me, were medicated, but they still heard voices. Minus the emotional reactions to them... so I was trying to connect the psychosis to each other, with or without the usage of meth... people just assumed I was losing my mind... but I was the provider, so they put up with me lol I was losing it for sure.

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      Quote Originally Posted by Biggaintime View Post
      You know what I do remember a few things a saw and heard while on meth. I try to tnot hink about or advertise that subject.

      My normal psychosis is not related to that. And is much stronger as real as real can be. Quite intriguing.
      I never touched meth but my husband used it for like 12 years. To this day he doesnt sleep through the night and randomly roams into the kitchen and eats random things.

      I cant say for sure but it think its linked to that. I had an ex that did meth before and he did the same thing.

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      Day 339

      Upon wake up:
      50mg Metoprolol
      500mg L-Tyrosine
      1 serving liquid Turmeric
      3iu HGH


      Meals Repeated

      Meals:
      Meal 1
      Calories: 576
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, Chocolate
      4tbsp pbfit powdered peanut butter
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
      8oz coconut milk
      8oz organic Aloe Vera juice
      1 scoop terra kai, organic juice berry


      Meal 2
      Calories: 400
      2 cup cottage cheese, darigold 2percent brand


      Meal 3
      Calories: 420
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
      16oz coconut milk
      1 scoop organic juice berry
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood

      Meal 4
      Calories: 420
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
      16oz coconut milk
      1 scoop organic juice berry
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood


      Meal 5
      Calories: 560
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
      16oz coconut milk
      1 scoop organic juice berry
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
      4tbsp pbfit powdered peanut butter


      Just a chill day. Woke up a bit late. Finally slept in past 5am. 8am today! So weird! Only woke up like once that remember last night. Finally the body getting the sleep I so desperately need.

      Made an appointment with the sleep doc. Since I知 all maxed out on my medical out of pocket, I知 going to go haywire getting everything done and in motion. Take full advantage of it this year. But it値l be nice to get all three of my sleep disorders in check if possible. At least the surgeries are out of the way. The rest is dialing myself in.

      Got my chores done today, got a 5.5 hour defensive driving course done for work, got a little meal prep and back up liquid meals Incase my advancement of diet is to premature... finished deadwood and game of thrones... quite a day!

      Ready to rock n roll for the week...




      Daily gratitude item:
      Grateful for sleep filled and restful nights... hoping there値l be more in the future.




      10:00pm will be
      50mg metoprolol
      1 - 5-HTP Plus
      500mg L-Tyrosine
      200mcg T4 liquid


      Total water consumed until now:
      1.25 gallons


      Total Calories and Macros today
      Calories: 2,376
      Protein: 288
      Carbs: 132
      Fiber: 44
      Sugar: 57
      Fat: 78


      Workout:

      Nothing today

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      Quote Originally Posted by Cowboymike View Post
      Day 339

      Upon wake up:
      50mg Metoprolol
      500mg L-Tyrosine
      1 serving liquid Turmeric
      3iu HGH


      Meals Repeated

      Meals:
      Meal 1
      Calories: 576
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, Chocolate
      4tbsp pbfit powdered peanut butter
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
      8oz coconut milk
      8oz organic Aloe Vera juice
      1 scoop terra kai, organic juice berry


      Meal 2
      Calories: 400
      2 cup cottage cheese, darigold 2percent brand


      Meal 3
      Calories: 420
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
      16oz coconut milk
      1 scoop organic juice berry
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood

      Meal 4
      Calories: 420
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
      16oz coconut milk
      1 scoop organic juice berry
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood


      Meal 5
      Calories: 560
      Shake
      1 serving whey concentrate, unflavored
      1 serving whey concentrate, chocolate
      16oz coconut milk
      1 scoop organic juice berry
      1 serving amazing grass super green superfood
      4tbsp pbfit powdered peanut butter


      Just a chill day. Woke up a bit late. Finally slept in past 5am. 8am today! So weird! Only woke up like once that remember last night. Finally the body getting the sleep I so desperately need.

      Made an appointment with the sleep doc. Since I知 all maxed out on my medical out of pocket, I知 going to go haywire getting everything done and in motion. Take full advantage of it this year. But it値l be nice to get all three of my sleep disorders in check if possible. At least the surgeries are out of the way. The rest is dialing myself in.

      Got my chores done today, got a 5.5 hour defensive driving course done for work, got a little meal prep and back up liquid meals Incase my advancement of diet is to premature... finished deadwood and game of thrones... quite a day!

      Ready to rock n roll for the week...




      Daily gratitude item:
      Grateful for sleep filled and restful nights... hoping there値l be more in the future.




      10:00pm will be
      50mg metoprolol
      1 - 5-HTP Plus
      500mg L-Tyrosine
      200mcg T4 liquid


      Total water consumed until now:
      1.25 gallons


      Total Calories and Macros today
      Calories: 2,376
      Protein: 288
      Carbs: 132
      Fiber: 44
      Sugar: 57
      Fat: 78


      Workout:

      Nothing today
      Check out Xyrem from Jazz Pharmaceuticals. It helps with narcolepsy and cataplexy.

      Max


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      Quote Originally Posted by maxmuscle1 View Post
      Check out Xyrem from Jazz Pharmaceuticals. It helps with narcolepsy and cataplexy.

      Max


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      I値l go peep that out ;0)

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