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10-03-2018, 06:26 PM
#131
Originally Posted by
webdev
Eating McDonalds is great movitation to go to the gym. Rad actually eats pizzas all week and doesn€™t log em, you can too! .
LMFaO!!!!!
Fucking dick!!
you tellin everyone my secrets...
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10-03-2018, 07:05 PM
#132
Originally Posted by
webdev
Although I know you mean well with everything you said, its two opposite spectrums and it’s apparent from here (and your other threads) that you too would benefit from spilling your thoughts to a therapist. Maybe one day you’ll learn to wake up and focus on how fuckin GOOD you have it, or maybe you won’t, but the way you’re living now isn’t how it should be. Nobody should have to wake up every morning just to think about how much they hate themselves, it’s not motivational, it’s detrimental. I only say this because I (and many others) have lived through a lot of what you’re experiencing (or way fucking worse) and it forced us to change everything. I used to live every day wanting to off myself. I overcame that with the gym (this is where that self talk might help), a stint of prison, years of weekly therapy, and years of sobriety. Just food for thought, and I say none of that with disrespect.
Man, I got this new iPhone Xs Max and I basically can’t use tapatalk anymore. The keyboard fucks everything up to where I can’t see what I’m typing, can’t post images, etc. have to use the actual forum to do anything. Your ass wakes up way too fuckin early anyways
does fighting cyber terrorism on my own website count as serving my country?
Eating McDonalds is great movitation to go to the gym. Rad actually eats pizzas all week and doesnt log em, you can too!
Im obviously here to help. Not here on the forum, in real life. Fuck it was my idea to help and teach you to go ham in the gym, my idea to look into your physical and mental help in general. We’re not licensed for this shit anyways. Problems always seem to come in huge fucking waves...but in the end thats how we learn and become stronger, mentally and physically, eh? Sometimes it takes some shitty situations in order to learn and grow, learn how our fucked up minds work and grow to defeat them as they pull our strings. “No brain, fuck you, tryin to play tricks n shit on me but you’re mine mfer!” Easier said that done I know...but when it’s your own fucked up thinking patterns, brought upon by YOU, there’s only one person that can change that thought into something positive. I’ll keep telling you this everywhere I can just to instill it ��
Can’t do shit about broken arms though, that’s just when you gotta say fuck it and take a loss. Let them heal and show your actual friends and family your talents at your show, fuck the competition, you’ve got years ahead and a pole at home to practice on once your arms are ready. Also, do non-functioning adults get fat ass bonuses and raises at work? I’d say your functioning like a bad ass.
Ok, it wouldn't be fair to say I hate myself. I actually love myself very much. Want nothing but the best. But I also hate what I have and can become. I have long realized I am my own worst enemy. I am however also my own best friend. Yin and yang, duality. Every balance has its.counter balance.
I'm not here to compare dicks on who had it worst. Suffice it to say we've all been through are shit and got a swift kick on the ass from life. That's the way of the world I suppose. However I'm also not going to cry in a corner and be a victim. If I have to get tough on myself then so be it. I know I'm going places. I've stumbled a few times. But I'm not going to let anything get me down.
I've built my self up with my own hands, I've torn myself down as well. I've always lived by my own hand and I'm going to die by it too. How can these therapists help me?They've never been through what I have. They don't fucking know. Only I do. I'm the only one who can be my savior. No one else. If not by my own hand, than not by anyone elses either.
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10-03-2018, 07:17 PM
#133
Originally Posted by
MCmeshugenah
Ok, it wouldn't be fair to say I hate myself. I actually love myself very much. Want nothing but the best. But I also hate what I have and can become. I have long realized I am my own worst enemy. I am however also my own best friend. Yin and yang, duality. Every balance has its.counter balance.
I'm not here to compare dicks on who had it worst. Suffice it to say we've all been through are shit and got a swift kick on the ass from life. That's the way of the world I suppose. However I'm also not going to cry in a corner and be a victim. If I have to get tough on myself then so be it. I know I'm going places. I've stumbled a few times. But I'm not going to let anything get me down.
I've built my self up with my own hands, I've torn myself down as well. I've always lived by my own hand and I'm going to die by it too. How can these therapists help me?They've never been through what I havwhoe. They don't fucking know. Only I do. I'm the only one can be my savior. No one else. If not by my own hand, than not by anyone elses either.
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Yes that makes more sense and is very true. Except the councilor thing, I thought the same, but I was wrong. Sometimes a councilor/therapist is in that field because they too have been through exactly what you have and decided to help others who were going through the same thing. More so, theyre someone you can talk to and give you a realistic outlook on things. Theres a few on this forum actually, its the whole purpose of the careers existence and the one thing that changed the person I am today.
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10-03-2018, 10:39 PM
#134
Originally Posted by
webdev
Yes that makes more sense and is very true. Except the councilor thing, I thought the same, but I was wrong. Sometimes a councilor/therapist is in that field because they too have been through exactly what you have and decided to help others who were going through the same thing. More so, they’re someone you can talk to and give you a realistic outlook on things. There’s a few on this forum actually, it’s the whole purpose of the careers existence and the one thing that changed the person I am today.
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I do second that on the therapist man.. these people have a special gift with
people... there are some really good ones that can and wil help..
and they put their heart into it... its not just a job...
You have your 'lazy asses' with every job... but for the most part..
therapists are great!
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10-04-2018, 02:56 AM
#135
I went through quite a few over the years, but the last one I met was the last one I needed. He'd been sober 10 years, recovering crack addict with a criminal record longer than mine, but most importantly he was a fucking bad ass at his job.
Anyways, speaking of bad asses...check out HC putting out her second set of 225x5
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10-04-2018, 06:30 AM
#136
Originally Posted by
webdev
I went through quite a few over the years, but the last one I met was the last one I needed. He'd been sober 10 years, recovering crack addict with a criminal record longer than mine, but most importantly he was a fucking bad ass at his job.
Anyways, speaking of bad asses...check out HC putting out her second set of 225x5
holy fuck!!! Thats insane!! Strong as shit for a little ass chick!
Good for you HC! You'll be out squating Dev before long!!
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10-04-2018, 09:31 PM
#137
HC, way to get in there and fkn get it done woman!
Keep it up. Keep crushing!
Just a little guy gonna get big...
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10-04-2018, 09:35 PM
#138
Get it girl!!
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10-05-2018, 01:56 PM
#139
Good morning! Man I have been slacking this week!
I love October, Ive been watching horror movies in the mornings!
Shout out to dev for being my number one fan, he even lets me destroy the house for photo shoots ?
I appreciate all the support everyone has given me throughout this rough transitional period.
The look on the guys face next to me that was also squatting 225 was priceless!
35 days!
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10-05-2018, 02:01 PM
#140
Originally Posted by
Horrorchick
Good morning! Man I have been slacking this week!
I love October, I’ve been watching horror movies in the mornings!
Shout out to dev for being my number one fan, he even lets me destroy the house for photo shoots ?
I appreciate all the support everyone has given me throughout this rough transitional period.
The look on the guys face next to me that was also squatting 225 was priceless!
35 days!
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I heard! Dude! Thats fuckin hilarious! Dev told me about it!
Kill it today girl! Hang in there!
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