Quote Originally Posted by German89 View Post
lmfao!!

just a update on those 15mg... much better. much, much, muucch better. didn't get in my head, didn't get down, or emotional. i was golden. feel good today, not greasy either, zero pip. great stuff!

did back today, didn't have much time, doctors appointment. still blood in my urine. doc thinks it just might be normal for me. my guy says, its probably because i have a high protein diet. um. we are doing a ultrasound too so.. i'll book that for next week. did my ******** pictures today, hopefully get that filed this week.

i spoke to my ex today. uhh... we are to have no contact but, i was forwarded a news paper clipping so, i called to see if he was actually away still. he answered which, through me off. i didn't say much other than, to follow through with the custody order, i asked if he would file income taxes and, that, his son will call him between 630/7. since there is a no contact order for us. he has no way of contacting me. my number will always show as private because, it's a landline and, i have a local number now which, he doesn't have. if he wants to mail his son things, i am okay with that but, it will be to a PO box. he understood. I am going to urge him to contact me through this texting app thats set up through the courts here so, anything that's said between us is documented and kept as evidence - i think that will be a good start for us - i think updating him about his kid is important. not to just him but, our son as well. his son will see who he is once he is older.

okay, enough journaling. i know some of you have followed since day one.. a little update about that. advise?
For what it's worth, I think you are going above and beyond, trying to do whats best for your son with respect to the situation your ex created. I hope they can both recognize how fortunate they are to have/had you in their lives. My only question...and I have no idea...is if contacting him outside of the court's texting app puts you in any risk. I'm paranoid by nature, so my first thought would be if You are breaking any orders by contacting him...second if it could make things harder on you later...like...I don't know...he starts saying You are harassing him, he might not have the phone call recorded, but he has the proof that you called in the phone records. Now you are on the defense and again, if the No Contact order applies to you contacting him, it could be a bad situation. Again, I have no actual idea...just thoughts.

you are definitely kicking ass german...keep it up