Originally Posted by
JohnMcc
My physical self, the ego, knows violence isn't sustainable for this life. So I seek to find peace daily, which is jo easy task and causes me many conflicts internally. But my spirit self, my consciousness, hopes the after life is what you create it to be. What better way to spend eternity than to battle daily until death, the ultimate test of ones physical ability. Then to be regenerated each night and dine on the greatest feast you can imagine with the greatest of warriors. I can only hope for such an experience because if im honest I can feel inside me that that is what I was built for, but this worldly body isn't built for that.
Man the struggles between ego and spirit are serious for me lately.