Ok - I will be gentle bc I know you are trying and effort is paramount to anything else in my opinion

1) what was your training prior to starting using test ? only ask bc from pics looks like you dont lift regularly - which could hinder the benefits of the test greatly to you
2) second ever cycle , right?
3) diet - whats that looking like ?
4)hows your training routine now ? like developed a routine or just kinda going with whatever ?

I only ask these things and bring it up bc test isnt gonna make you a monster just bc its test
you need to supplement it hard with diet and training constantly -- from the pics - it seems you could have exhausted the natty training way more before even touching any gear

also -- you seem to have high bf % (dont know exact number from pics)- this means you have a lot of body fat to be lost- meaning it will just melt away with cardio and diet - like within a few weeks if you bust ass in the cardio area and diet for 90% of that time frame youll drop like 20 lbs prob

this ^^will get you into a routine of lifting and training and -- will set you up way better for using any oils to supplement the already existing routine

this is all for your knowledge not to insult but i WOULD say stop using gear -- eat right and kill yourself naturally in the gym for a few weeks-- youll see results
then if you decide to use test then thats your call ultimately but I just dont see it being the right time for you to start cycles -- you should prob be establishing a baseline routine , diet and adjusting your lifestyle to better prepare for a cycle


was that harsh ?