The sun finally came out and melted the snow. That 4 days of rest and eating did a lot of good, I did legs yesterday and chest today and was putting up about 80-90% of what I did on cycle, just not as many reps.

It's been about 8.5 weeks since my last pin, and I'm actually starting to feel good again. Things opening up and getting back in my routine definitely helped a lot though.

I still get the urge to get back on every time I look in the mirror; you just miss that crazy pump and high feeling of being ON. But I'm pretty surprised at how much size and strength I kept even after crashing and coming off. I saw a thread in the general discussion about how one cycle changes your body forever, and now that's starting to make sense. I feel like my natty baseline is much bigger than what it was before I ever touched anything.